=)

You realise something at 2am++, you knew that the only person who can save you from all that anxiety you are dying from.. you realise things were'nt supposed to go that way, you knew you had to turn things around for yourself now.. you feel apologetic, but you knew it wouldnt be accepted because things were'nt clear..

you think back..

the past.. when it first began.. it was clear in your head, then you realise.. its not about the wants, it shudnt have been all these while, you realise that it could destroy everything.. because it all along was about the feelings.. your heart races, you needed to type it now, you cannot possibly afford to forget, it was your one chance to turn things around so you can live.. =)

then it was done. your heart sinks with relief, you throw it under the pillow after a nice appreciative look at the screensaver.. =) you smile, as you pray sincerely and hope it could bring things back again, everything in the past, they happened, you knew contentment was crucial..

you sleep right after that, with a contented heart, you were happy.. =)

Stan,
and for you this song i sing...~*