Don't Last...
Sunday, October 29, 2006
Ive sorta let blogging pass me by ever since.. im not sure when.
I just, don't use it as a place i'd put things i want to have understood.. no. It is'nt for you to read and assume that you would be able to empathise.. no. Cos its more than that. Its something i wouldnt be able to explain. To anyone at all.. i can only show it, i can only prove it.. And hope it is appreciated and maybe.. maybe just give you that courage to be more than what you think you are. to me.
Been inspired somehow.. I don't know if it is bad to just leave things like it is and put my past beliefs away as it never fails to get overwritten by your very simple words that mean more than what you think they do by saying them. And the fact that you save me from all those menacing doubts, by just being there. for me.
It isnt anything else thats giving me the strength through purpose of putting this here. Am i going to cause even more worries and dilemmas again..? I feel better after typing all this, i do feel better, really. so please don't be worried.. Like i said, you just have to be there. Believe me please. ive sorta been convinced that i shouldnt be causing so much.. stress..? Time again as it undoubtedly has been proven to be unnecessary everytime it dissolves.. Before it resurfaces and tries to convince me otherwise.. again...
though i am afraid.. to some extent, cos i believed in, but im not sure how much i still do, that these things may be in danger of.. fading.. if not rejuvenated by unceasing, sensitive thinking and hopeful feeling.
Then again.. it may just be a simple fact that, i keep asking for more, though i never realised that i would when i havent had the privilege of having more in the first place. All these to keep it going.. letting it continue... ..
Do you feel it..? hope you do..
...
... ... ... =)
Stan,
and be hopeful, hopeful and he'll make a way, I know it ain't easy but that's okay. Cuz we hopeful~*
I just, don't use it as a place i'd put things i want to have understood.. no. It is'nt for you to read and assume that you would be able to empathise.. no. Cos its more than that. Its something i wouldnt be able to explain. To anyone at all.. i can only show it, i can only prove it.. And hope it is appreciated and maybe.. maybe just give you that courage to be more than what you think you are. to me.
Been inspired somehow.. I don't know if it is bad to just leave things like it is and put my past beliefs away as it never fails to get overwritten by your very simple words that mean more than what you think they do by saying them. And the fact that you save me from all those menacing doubts, by just being there. for me.
It isnt anything else thats giving me the strength through purpose of putting this here. Am i going to cause even more worries and dilemmas again..? I feel better after typing all this, i do feel better, really. so please don't be worried.. Like i said, you just have to be there. Believe me please. ive sorta been convinced that i shouldnt be causing so much.. stress..? Time again as it undoubtedly has been proven to be unnecessary everytime it dissolves.. Before it resurfaces and tries to convince me otherwise.. again...
though i am afraid.. to some extent, cos i believed in, but im not sure how much i still do, that these things may be in danger of.. fading.. if not rejuvenated by unceasing, sensitive thinking and hopeful feeling.
Then again.. it may just be a simple fact that, i keep asking for more, though i never realised that i would when i havent had the privilege of having more in the first place. All these to keep it going.. letting it continue... ..
Do you feel it..? hope you do..
...
... ... ... =)
Stan,
and be hopeful, hopeful and he'll make a way, I know it ain't easy but that's okay. Cuz we hopeful~*
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